My Autistic Brain and Its' Thoughts

 I realize that i haven't been very active on this site, once again, but i remember that i have this of course. I never really have been that active on here, and that if i blogged, the blogs usually went to my 2 blogs that i have set up on wordpress.  But this time around, i've not been active on there either. I really don't get noticed, and that's fine, but i genuinely find that i struggle to manage those two sites. Posting is easy, but i search up my blog name and i never see my name amongst the highly specific search i made for either of them.  Whatever, i guess, i'll be semi-active and give updates every few monthes, provided i still remember my password for all of them. I have tried on Tumblr a blog but they usually are very much popular and that is usually because i had to be an activist, which i think would not be good because i may or may not make a couple of mistakes and that will be the end of it all. I already stopped once due to a self diagnosis controve...

 1, and most important part: I returned to school some time ago. I'm now in my final year of school, but we have yet to have an actual plan of the afterwards. But, not yet. I have one class for the whole semester so i won't be as stressed nor crazed as i was last year. 2, and semi-important still: I had my eye check up and subsequently ordered my new glasses, then i ordered new glasses again so i have a choice of eye wear fashion.  3, The actually important point: I now use AAC semi-frequently when need be. I just wanted to keep people up to date here. 

 I have a lot of blogs. That is to say, i have 3 blogs. This one, sillykittysquid and My Autistic Brain and All Its' Thoughts. Those ones are all on WordPress and i have posted somewhat on those two ones beforehand.  Here is the link. https://kaitlynelianna2.wordpress.com/ (MABAIT) Here is the link to the other one. https://sillykittysquid.wordpress.com/

I felt rather inspired to try my hand at this debate that is so prevalent within the autism community today by posting this, um, rather controversial topic. You have your opinions, your own views of your autism, but mine and some other autistics are different with their opinions. I say this to remind you to not be surprised to see some autistics disagreeing with the “autism is a difference” idea that is being debated on the autism net today. Mine are of the latter. I personally disagree with people saying, or denying, that autism is not a disability. I also disagree with people saying that autism is a difference, and not a disability. But i won’t use this post to fakeclaim or to judge anyone, i am just sharing my views on this matter. For me personally, my autism is a big disability. It may seem like an offensive word for some people, but it is the truth in my case. I am impaired socially, and maybe even a bit mentally as well as a result of having the autism that i do. I bet that othe...

 I am still in High School and graduation is basically still two years away, but i sometimes can't help but worry and think obsessively over my future life as an autistic adult with Medium Support Needs. This is going to be a post that is unlike the others in this blog account, but i should let this go. I feel like i need to rant here to let some of my worries go, or something, but i just have an urge to make and to post this after being so inactive for a while.  (I know no one really sees this for some reason, i am figuring it out i guess.) I have been in meetings at school with community living agencies so we, me parents and my program support teacher, could discuss the choices for my future. And those choices are perfectly good for me as they can provide an easy way to a routine that i like, but for some reason it's still a bit shocking to think about it. To think about not going to school, not being a kid and being more responsible for myself than i ever was when i wasn...

IMPORTANT RULES FOR THE AUTISTIC BRAINS DISCORD SERVER! 1. (Most Important Rule) Treat everyone with respect. Absolutely no harassment, witch hunting, sexism, racism, or hate speech will be tolerated. This goes for swear words and slurs too. 2. Only 16+ allowed! Every member below 16 years old will be kicked, or depending on their lying/infraction, will be banned for a period of time. 3. Respect everyone's differences, absolutely no fake claiming or arguments about whose disability is "worse". Nothing about that at all. Bans will be handed out to those who initiate these debates and arguments. 4. Refrain from discussions about known controversial things such as; ABA, functioning labels, Autism Speaks, and if autism should be cured. This is not something that will get you banned, it is just heavily discouraged. 5. No spam or self-promotion (server invites, advertisements, etc) anywhere that is not specifically for self promo. Spamming goes into their respective c...